Not enough focus

 

For a while now, I've been on a plateau. I've been at a sort of level where I have achieved quite a few of my goals, but really I'm not pushing on the way I want to.
0:16
Firstly, I still need to be more disciplined about what I eat. I'm getting very good at fasting but I always end up eating something wrong in the daytime, one sweet thing or maybe one beer too many. Most of the time these days, I'm drinking beer without alcohol, but it still carries about 110 120 calories.
0:44
I haven't done any sports for the last couple of days either. We were busy yesterday, we went to the swimming pool in the hotel Europa. And then we went out for lunch, and then came back in the afternoon but we did some shopping first. So the day was quite busy. I came back in the evening time play with Abby. And then I did a little bit of work before I went to bed, but I slept really well.
1:08
I just wished I could just take everything on to a slightly higher level, particularly my work, playing a guitar, doing sports, eating just everything a little bit better. If I could push on just one more level then I can lift myself once more to another level in my life. I'm not doing things badly at all. I'm doing quite well. I know I could do better. I could be more focused at work. I could work harder when I'm doing my sports. I could avoid those stupid foods that I sometimes eat.
1:46
I've really got to find focus. I can't do it on my own.
1:50
I always try to think in the mornings about God about being and working and acting in the right manner and trying to find the focus that's going to take me on to another level.

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